A Map Without A Trail

Today I went to my Grandparents surprise anniversary party. I admire my grandmother the most of anyone I have ever met. The nonsense I complain about is nothing compared to what my Grandma went through. I've learned from her that even when life stabs you in the back and leaves you in the dark, you can heal....you can find the lost light.

I know after I graduate the real life is going to punch me smack in the middle of my face. I'm no longer going to have the school walls shielding me from the outside world. A huge step must be taken, and I will have to become a wall which cannot be broken.

I'm going to make a promise to myself, I promise is to not lose who I am. No matter what I will not become someone else. We are individually special, we each have something no other person will ever have, it may not be what you think it is, and no person my ever know what makes them so unique (unique New York, unique New York....), but honestly I think not knowing is for the best.

Sorry to bore you.

I Love You Biscuit

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Whoopdi-fricken'-doo!

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Biscuit is my kind o' dog.

How Will It End?

I hate the question "Where do you see youself ten years from now?" Honestly, how would I possibly know where I will be. I have no idea what I'll be doing, where I'll be living, who I will be hanging out with, or even if I will still be alive. Instead of guessing where I will be, I would much rather just live my life and never hear the ridiculous question ever again. Sometimes it's better not to plan. It's one thing to plan for what school supplies you will need for the next year, but to plan your life, I happen to find that to be rather absurd. How about some of the responses that are given much to often such as "I'll have a big house, two dogs, a cat, three kids, a loving wife/husband, big yard, good school district, successful job, friendly neighbors, wide screen t.v., and the two brand new cars. Whenever I hear such a response I just roll my eyes. I 'm not trying to be negative, but how could you possibly plan your life?

I suppose I would like to have some surprises in my life, live differently from the perfect life, not plan what I'm going to do, but instead make a choice here and there and see what happens. Then again there are times where it is impossible not to plan....is it possible not to plan?

Don't you hate when you have to make a decision, and you finally managed to narrow whatever it was you had to choose from down to two. You finally have the two, one or the other, but whichever one you select, you will never be able to have the other. Whichever one you decide on will make you happy, but because you did not take the other you are now filled with regret, mabey you decided to hold back, mabey you decided not to take the chance, you'll just have to live the rest of your life in wonder, never to discover the truth.

Is...Is That A CYMBAL!?

The History of the Cymbal

If I only had a pair of my own.

If It's Broke Fix It

My refrigerator has been broken for the past two day, but now it's fixed which is good. If the inside of a refrigerator is warmer than the temperature of the house then there is a problem hehe....okay.

I have been extremely stressed out today, the kind of stress that builds inside of your chest and you just wish you could smash things and tear a room apart. Well, I didn't smash anything, I just took a few deep breaths, but I probably have a few more white hairs. I felt like gravity was pushing on me in all directions, gravity created form all the tasks I need to accomplish.

I hope everyone is having a good day, I have marching band later so I'll be getting some fresh air (polluted air). If you hear a crash don't be alarmed because it's the sound of me smashing cymbals together ;D

Passing Through

It's a dark, foggy, silent night, at least where I am, at least at my house it is. Driving home with ground fog and a pitch black rode is creepy, but at the same time muy divertido. I saw "Clerks 2" tonight, it was pretty funny, particularly the entire donkey and dance scenes. This week I've learned how much I enjoy playing at parks and shooting nerf guns with my bro. Rolling down hills is a riot. Everyday I am pretty tired, I'm not sure why because I really have no reason to be. I hate when you are so sure about something and then the next thing you know you are just confused and lost. Friends are good, I recommend them. Friends make you feel bettter.

*Pj, you left Inside Man at my house. *Emily S., you left your purse in my car.

Episode One: The Weird Al

Star Wars-The Saga Begins

Don't waste your time with the movie when you can just watch this.

Always Look At The Bright Side Of Your Life

I'm tremendously happy at the moment because of all of you! You all make me very happy even if I don't show it. I'm not sure where I'll be going in life, but if I have you guys then I am pretty much set.

I'm the one with the cymbals.

Rain Is In The Air

It's a nice light rain oustside isn't it? A tree in my backyard was struck by lightning. A large upper portion of the tree is now resting on the ground. Branches are bent and the trunk is split. The wood is now a lighter brown and the leaves have lost some green. Flowers have been crushed and nests now lie upon the grass.

Now, there is a light rain, a gentle rain, a rain that can do nothing else but give strength to the plants. Birds return to the tree to feed on seeds and rebuild lost homes, squirrels continue to climb, and the bugs remain a nuisance. The clouds will part and the sun will shine again.

With life comes pain, and for every cloud of pain there is a drop of hope.

I Heard The Crash!

I discovered that it's rather thrilling driving on dark country roads surrounded by lightning, it's AWESOME! Lightning bolts and thunder everywhere. If I had a convertible, I would have had the top down because it wasn't raining and I could have just enjoyed nature's percussion while on the road.

Now thanks to Mr. Leeb, I have a very important crash in the Superman song, and anyone who was there could tell you that I was very excited.

Listenin' For That Crash

You know what's ridiculous? Me in Marching Band ;)

Anyways the suns out, the breeze is blowin', and thankfully it's only 80 somethin' degrees...for now at least. Enjoy your day!

-Mr. Night