Mind Release

I am known to be a rather mysterious person, no one has yet to understand what runs through my head. I try to take life day by day and make the most of it....you know unless it's just one of those really bad days............SHWING!

Monday, January 22, 2007

If Only
I wish I could see the future, I need so much cleared up right now. There are so many things I need to do, I want to be able to see the ending result. I have a dark heart, I don't mean to cause so much pain to others, and at the same time there are times that I do. I don't know what's going on anymore, at least not with me. Every time I think I have things figured, I realize I don't, or something happens to prove I'm wrong. I need to know what to do.

posted by Lancehead @ 6:45 PM  

9 Comments:

  • At 8:29 PM, Blogger Kylie said…

    One in the same, always...

     

  • At 4:36 PM, Blogger Lui_15 said…

    welcome back carl.

    good luck with that whole seeing into the future bit

    livin life on the scenic route--Luis

     

  • At 8:16 PM, Blogger chillie <3 said…

    ahhh me too.

     

  • At 12:52 PM, Blogger Lovemeugly said…

    glad to see ya back buuuddy.

     

  • At 6:37 PM, Blogger Zeke said…

    Carl I know exactly what you mean.

    Both of us are generaly good people, but i too have felt some amount of joy and pleasure when something i do ends up hurting someone...

    Don't worry, you are not a bad person, nor do you have a black heart.

    Your normal, in that respect.

    Your a very special person Carl, I know i wouldn't be able to stand high school everday if you weren't there to make me laugh and share, together, our love of green.

     

  • At 7:04 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Carl, there is no way you have a black heart or even a dark one. Don't think that! Sure...everyone hurts someone at least one point in our lives and it hurts us a lot to think that we tried to help or something else and it just doesn't work out....

    But it's not your fault...EVER! Things happen in the worst times and the best times. That's just how life is I suppose.

    WE feel lost,useless and alone at least one point and that's part of life. It's the fact of overcoming those sufferings those pains and everything that is in the way that makes life such an adventure...climbing to the top and actually moving forward...instead of going through a stand still...

    Just listen to your heart...I know how hard that can be sometimes though. :) Good luck with everything Carl.

     

  • At 9:36 PM, Blogger anbancandaneanfanganhan...d said…

    CARL'S BACK! and carl I only kick you in the shin because it's a sign of respect. And i'm sure you're kicks are to bring pain to me. But it is a ...ummm...special pain. That you bring that brings happiness.


    ...


    *kicks in shins (run away)*

     

  • At 9:27 PM, Blogger Kimmi said…

    I know exactly how you feel.

    Listen to everyone above. If I had listened to my heart...things would be different now. I thought I had things figured out too, but a twist in fates changed all the thoughts I had on life, relationships, and everything else changed.

    You'll figure it out.

    We all will.

     

  • At 7:29 PM, Blogger Rachael said…

    did you pray?

    oh wait, I forgot. you don't believe in that.

    well....

    ...

    maybe you should pray anyway.

     

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