How Will It End?
I hate the question "Where do you see youself ten years from now?" Honestly, how would I possibly know where I will be. I have no idea what I'll be doing, where I'll be living, who I will be hanging out with, or even if I will still be alive. Instead of guessing where I will be, I would much rather just live my life and never hear the ridiculous question ever again. Sometimes it's better not to plan. It's one thing to plan for what school supplies you will need for the next year, but to plan your life, I happen to find that to be rather absurd. How about some of the responses that are given much to often such as "I'll have a big house, two dogs, a cat, three kids, a loving wife/husband, big yard, good school district, successful job, friendly neighbors, wide screen t.v., and the two brand new cars. Whenever I hear such a response I just roll my eyes. I 'm not trying to be negative, but how could you possibly plan your life?
I suppose I would like to have some surprises in my life, live differently from the perfect life, not plan what I'm going to do, but instead make a choice here and there and see what happens. Then again there are times where it is impossible not to plan....is it possible not to plan?
Don't you hate when you have to make a decision, and you finally managed to narrow whatever it was you had to choose from down to two. You finally have the two, one or the other, but whichever one you select, you will never be able to have the other. Whichever one you decide on will make you happy, but because you did not take the other you are now filled with regret, mabey you decided to hold back, mabey you decided not to take the chance, you'll just have to live the rest of your life in wonder, never to discover the truth.

10 Comments:
At 9:34 PM,
Zeke said…
lets compare life to games.
Some people play life like shoots and ladders they leave it up to fate, they can see what will happen if they get a 2 or a 6, but all they can do is hope.
Some play it like blackjack, they have no idea what is really going on with anyone else's hand, and just try and get the highest, but they always risk going over 21
And some people play life like CoH they have a plan to be a lvl 50 stone/fire tanker, but never feel like putting in the work after they're 5 million in debt at lvl 10.
What game am I playing my life? Thats simple, it doesn't matter, what matters is that Im close to finding the cheat codes.
At 9:49 PM,
Zeke said…
ps. i just read the description of your blog "no one had yet to understand what runs through my mind"
Thats a good thing, predicting what you may do mean's their a friend, preparing for it means their a good friend, but best friends don't try, your mind is the only place you can keep things that no one can steal, and no one can mess up, and no one can break or move, its the one place that you are your truest self and that you can be by yourself and at peace, your mind is yours and the most special thing you have, never let anyone tell you otherwise, well i better end this sentence . ( i hit the . really hard... not that you could tell that from looking at it, thats why im telling you right now)
So i should go to bed now... yeah, see you later, actuily tomotow at mb. good night
At 7:44 AM,
Draco Mädchen said…
Woah that last paragraph is how I've been feeling the past few days. Its scary to read something and discover its how you've been feeling.
At 9:31 PM,
Esmerelda said…
what if i told you in ten years I planned to be a coke addict living on the streets with lice
that's what I would like to tell the people who ask me taht question
~Em
At 10:05 PM,
Zeke said…
If people asked me I would give them a very lenghty speech about how because I don't know who I will meet and what will happen that it is imposable to plan that far into the future becasue it would be based on too many random variables.
At 5:04 PM,
Unknown said…
carl, as long as you're living in the next ten years, i'm happy. :D
luv always
lady li
At 8:07 PM,
Cellar door said…
we're hanging out? i wasnt aware of that... i don't know...whenever. sometime this weekend, maybe? yo decide. just not tomorrow or the next day. or friday. well maybe thursday before MB or something. schmeh.
At 12:03 PM,
Unknown said…
We should go out to breakfast tomorrow!
At 8:28 PM,
Unknown said…
Carl,
I heart you! ( ) This Much!!! *pretend its really good*
At 10:33 PM,
Cellar door said…
blaaahhhh im bored.
update.
please.
or i will be forced to stick my feet out of the car window...and you don't want that, now do you?
i thought not.
and i just thought i would let you know that i hate those word verification wangs on the comment thing. i think they are stupid and pointless and that they should die. sorry i was just reading raymi's blog (www.raymitheminx.blogspot.com) and she's a cynical bitch. but it's funny so it's okay and it rubbed off on me a little.
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