Stapled To My Forehead

I'm not looking to forward for vacation because I am going to be extremely stressed. I don't need a vacation with my family, I need a vacation away from my family.

I have so many thoughts running through my head. I can't decide what to type. I know I want to type something but at the same time I don't. I have written so many thoughts on this post, but I deleted them all.

All I can say is........I just don't know, I don't know what to do. Maybe I'm just confused..........unfortunately that would mean I'm confused about everything. I really don't think is confusion though, it's something else. I suppose it's kind of like I'm standing, but I'm not standing on solid ground, or I feel the wind blowing towards me, but it's actually blowing in the opposite direction. Instead of raining towards the earth it is raining aways.........which would certainly be inconvenient.......hmmm downpour.

Favorite weather: Dark/gloomy, cloudy, light or heavy rain, lightening or thunder depending on my mood, and a cold breeze that chills the spine.

Reality and Imagination.

Lame.

I enjoy the questions:

Whose cruel idea was it for the word "Lisp" so have a "S" in it?
How is it possible to have a Civil War?
What do you do when you see and endangered animal eating and endangered plant?
Don't answer them.

A question I despise:

Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because the taste funny?
Answer: That is a stupid STUPID question, that shouldn't even be used as a joke, it's down right awful........disgusting is what it is.

On/Off

Dang musical with music I can all too well relate with.

Humerus, radius, ulna.....don't ask why.

Is it possible to trust.......

I'm not lost...........I'm just stuck with an unlabeled map which also contains no identifiable markings....I guess.

So much more could have been done, could be done, can be done, will be done, and sadly may never be done.

Am I hopeless? Yes, I think so.