Mind Release

I am known to be a rather mysterious person, no one has yet to understand what runs through my head. I try to take life day by day and make the most of it....you know unless it's just one of those really bad days............SHWING!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Dark Room At 11:29

There are times where I wish I could see into the future. Know if things will be okay, what will happen to those I know, and what will happen to me.

What would happen if I just decided to leave the house right now and walk, walk in one direction, where would I end up? I always wonder to myself....can true happiness be found? Have I already encountered it?

I have moments where I hate myself, I hate the way I act, the way I do things, my personality, my appearence, my present mood, but we all have those moments once in a while.

I'm not sure what I am trying to tell myself, I tend to follow my head more than my heart. I ignore what my heart is trying to say and as a result it begins to ache and fall apart.

I am fond of the dark because I can't be seen and I can't see myself, but I also fear the dark because I can't see anyone else.

If I could leave and never come back, I would.

posted by Lancehead @ 11:29 PM  

5 Comments:

  • At 12:06 AM, Blogger Brian said…

    Yeah, I sometimes wish I could just walk right out that door as well...

     

  • At 1:02 AM, Blogger Esmerelda said…

    the dark is just an absence of light, nothing more nothing less and light creates color and color creates life and life is all about ...whatever you want it to be so the darkness is whatever you want it to be too you just can't see it

     

  • At 7:30 AM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    I think these are the things that test our metal, you know. See how tough we are and what exactly we can take. These things have a tendency of showing us who we are and, almost always, for the better. Delve further, bro. You may find something you didn't expect.

     

  • At 8:29 AM, Blogger Anthony Kayer said…

    like a big magical orb that will give you these freakin sweet powers...sha-wing man...sha-freakin-wing... ;D

     

  • At 10:16 PM, Blogger Cellar door said…

    I feel like i want to leave sometimes too...but i am hapy where i am. I think i just need to meet some new people, and discover new things for myself...hence my need for adventure right now. which is why we are all going to the city.

    happiness is already there, carl. you just have to be ready to see it.

     

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