Mind Release

I am known to be a rather mysterious person, no one has yet to understand what runs through my head. I try to take life day by day and make the most of it....you know unless it's just one of those really bad days............SHWING!

Monday, July 03, 2006

Lancehead and Coachwhip

I'm glad you were able to express your feelings, I only wish you were able to tell me face to face. You wanted to hear what I had to say. I didn't want to tell you because I knew it would hurt you. Either I tell my best friend the truth or lie, which one would you have really wanted?

You do have every right to tell me I'm wrong. If you have a strong feeling about something then follow it, you have every right to be angry at me, hate me if you want to. I am not trying to keep you from happiness and if you think I am than I feel sorry for you.

I want you to know that you will not prove me wrong no matter what happens. If you expect me to change how I feel because of what you said than don't expect anything because my feelings will not change. I am not sorry for what I said, not sorry at all. I respect how you feel and if we are true friends than you should respect how I feel.

I did not try to put you down, I only told you the truth. How could you possibly believe that I would purpously put you down, make you feel miserable, hurt you? I would never try to hurt you. Why would I want to put you down? What would I gain from it? If you think putting you down makes me happy than you're wrong and pretty sick.

You are taking what I said and using it to make me sound like I just want you to be unhappy and feel horrible. Think back, did I try to stop you?, did I threaten to end our friendship if you have this relationship?, NO I DIDN'T!, but you certainly do make it sound like I did.

Best friends do not lie to each other, they tell the truth, they don't purpously put each other down, they listen to what the other has to say, they stand togeather, they never give up, their friendship will never die no matter what, instead their friendship will live on forever. We are more than best friends though, we are brothers.

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; don't walk behind me, I may not lead; walk beside me, and just be my friend" -Albert Camus

26 Comments:

  • At 7:33 PM, Blogger Anthony Kayer said…

    Hey, Im sorry things are not going well between you two...like i put on his blog im also having friend issues so I know how things are going...you both have good points, some more than others but...hope things turn out for the best...yes...the best.

     
  • At 7:37 PM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    Lance, you said, not word for word but in summation, that you were NOT going to that party and would not go places, talk to, or interact with either Maria or myself because you didn't approve. You may not have tried to put me down, but THAT in and of itself hurts more than any put down or insult than I could come up with.

    I do respect your feelings and, whether I want you to or not, you're not going to change them. That doesn't change what you did and what you said. I know were brothers. That much is apparent, but can you honestly tell me that I wasn't going to be hurt by that? Did you really think that I was just going to accept the fact that you weren't going to her party or any other place in the future if we were together? Did you, really?

    That in and of itself is worse than anything else i could have imagined. That you would do THAT of all things. Give it a chance. If nothing else, just give it a chance.

     
  • At 7:49 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    What do you want me to say? Do you want me to lie? Do you want me to tell you what you want to hear?

     
  • At 8:06 PM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    No. Frankly I don't know what either of us expect to get out of this. I want your blessing, which I will never get and I don't know what the heck you want. I don't know why you even brought it to my attention in the first place.

    Never mind, Carl. Never mind.

     
  • At 8:14 PM, Blogger Anthony Kayer said…

    :(

     
  • At 8:22 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    We are taking the wrong approach to this. We'll just have to find a time where we can talk. You want my blessing huh? You're not getting married are you? I don't think you're ready yet. ;)

     
  • At 8:45 PM, Blogger Draco Mädchen said…

    i hate to umm interupt to mood here but that snake is really pretty. Ok carry on...

    Kelcie

     
  • At 8:53 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    Thankyou Kelsey, I agree.

     
  • At 10:05 PM, Blogger Esmerelda said…

    and very dangerous, an interesting combination, don't you think? Who knew what the big man was thinking when he put these two together. Pain and beauty
    ~Em
    take it as you will

     
  • At 10:06 PM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    I did all the talking I need to, Lance. Frankly, Carl, I don't have anything else to say. Neither of us will give any leverage so we're both just going to have to come to terms with the fact that our opinions differ. Plain and simple.

    I respect your opinion, Lance. That's all I got for you.

    You know what I want out of this? i want you to go to a party and be with me even when she is there. I want you to understand that her being there doesn't change anything between us. That's all I want.

     
  • At 10:16 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    I just don't want you to get hurt.

     
  • At 10:44 PM, Blogger Anthony Kayer said…

    :D !

     
  • At 10:46 PM, Blogger Anthony Kayer said…

    i wish my friendship was as forgving as yours...

     
  • At 11:03 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hey carl.
    -renee

     
  • At 11:06 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    Hey Renee, Whats up? How are you?

     
  • At 11:22 PM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    That's all this is about? Really, Carl, you should know better! Me? Hurt? Ha! We're invincible, remember?

    Fear not. In this fragile, excuse for a human being there may be some courage yet.

     
  • At 11:57 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    Nick + Carl + Life = Stupidity, Fun, and Invincibility.

     
  • At 12:32 AM, Blogger Esmerelda said…

    you guys are lame, really

     
  • At 12:37 AM, Blogger Cellar door said…

    ...so does this mean you guys are good now?

    because if you aren't that's ridiculous.

     
  • At 8:43 AM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    Hey Cavya, does your face hurt?

     
  • At 10:09 AM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    Oh yea. We're good now, right bro?

     
  • At 11:15 AM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    CAUSE IT'S KILLIN' ME CAVYA! IT'S KILLIN' ME BIG TIME! ;)

     
  • At 11:17 AM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    Sure Bro.

     
  • At 11:25 AM, Blogger Cap'n Vincent said…

    Oh boy. it's a wonder we can go anywhere without getting shot at by some rogue terrorist group or the PAWP....People Against Weird People....

     
  • At 11:28 AM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    We surivived the PAWP because they found out that having a terrorist group against weird people was weird so as a result they blew up......shwing.....yeaaaaaaaaah

     
  • At 12:05 AM, Blogger Unknown said…

    carl, everything you said in this post, even though you and nick are good now, shows that you are an amazing friend. it takes true caring to say it like it is. any time you wonder if you're a good friend, re-read this post.

    luv always

    lady li

     

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