Beautiful Day

It certainly is a beautiful day out, clouds here and there, calm breeze, birds chirping, plants swaying, and just the right amount of sunlight.

I did it again today, I pushed those who care about me away. I don't understand why I do it, I try not to. Too bad my troubles can't be carried away with the breeze.

Earlier today there was a moment where I felt very warm inside, so incredibly happy, it was the most amazing feeling and I felt at peace with myself ......then the happiness quickly faded into nothing.

I want to thank my friends for always being there for me and putting up with me when I have an off day.....I also apologize if I ever gave you one of my stares on one of my off days. I'm sorry for always pushing you guys away and thankyou for never giving up on me. You guys have no idea how much it means to me to have all of you as my friends, it makes me one of the most lucky people on earth.

I think this blog is going to be filled with nothing except negativity which is rather depressing and what I was trying to prevent, but mark my words there will be that one day where I will have that positve entry and I too like Kelsey will master the circly thingy at Liana's park!!!!