What can I do....
I don't know what to do, I am surrouded by people who are troubled and I don't know how to help them. I try hard to be a good friend, I wish I was able to provide helpful advise but I can't, instead I listen to what my friends have to say. I know listening sounds like it does squat.....but it seems to help people, it allows them to not have to hold everything inside, and I keep the information to myself, I never tell anyone no matter who they are. I just think there is more I could do to help instead of watching a friend walk down the hall with a grim face.
Of course I never tell anyone about about my inner thoughts, I usually don't answer to the question " How are you?" if I do answer my response is usually a lie. I don't feel like there is anyone I can trust, I lost my ability to trust a few years ago because the one person I did trust...... well it doesn't matter. During school the real reason why I don't respond to people who say "hi" to me in the hall is because I am in deep thought, I may be thinking about a one person or many, thinking about how I can help with there situation. I keep all of my inner thoughts and conflicts to myself, which I will admit can be extremely difficult at times. I have my ups and I have my downs. Everyday seems to become more arduous.
-Lancehead

7 Comments:
At 7:52 PM,
Cellar door said…
KP found you. :)
You can talk to me, it's what i'm here for. What's the point otherwise?
-cavya
At 8:57 AM,
Transit said…
This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.
At 4:56 PM,
Transit said…
Nice blog Carl, glad to see you've finally joined the dark side. I'm totally putting a link on my site to yours. And Carl, you've got a damn fine blog damnit.
At 4:59 PM,
Unknown said…
i get that too, sometimes. i just left a ridiculously long comment on your first post, so check that out, i won't waste more time on this one. :D
luv always
lady li
At 5:50 PM,
Unknown said…
honey, you've got to understand that not everyone will betray you. im not saying go broadcast your personal life on bbc or anything, but a zillion and four people care about you. let them do their job of being your friend.
welcome to the blog world, by the way. its a beautiful place.
;)
At 5:59 PM,
Lancehead said…
Thankyou M
At 6:51 AM,
Anonymous said…
Here's the picture:
http://falloffingolfin.buzznet.com/user/photos/?id=2636213
Post a Comment
<< Home