Mind Release

I am known to be a rather mysterious person, no one has yet to understand what runs through my head. I try to take life day by day and make the most of it....you know unless it's just one of those really bad days............SHWING!

Monday, May 15, 2006

What can I do....

I don't know what to do, I am surrouded by people who are troubled and I don't know how to help them. I try hard to be a good friend, I wish I was able to provide helpful advise but I can't, instead I listen to what my friends have to say. I know listening sounds like it does squat.....but it seems to help people, it allows them to not have to hold everything inside, and I keep the information to myself, I never tell anyone no matter who they are. I just think there is more I could do to help instead of watching a friend walk down the hall with a grim face.


Of course I never tell anyone about about my inner thoughts, I usually don't answer to the question " How are you?" if I do answer my response is usually a lie. I don't feel like there is anyone I can trust, I lost my ability to trust a few years ago because the one person I did trust...... well it doesn't matter. During school the real reason why I don't respond to people who say "hi" to me in the hall is because I am in deep thought, I may be thinking about a one person or many, thinking about how I can help with there situation. I keep all of my inner thoughts and conflicts to myself, which I will admit can be extremely difficult at times. I have my ups and I have my downs. Everyday seems to become more arduous.


-Lancehead

7 Comments:

  • At 7:52 PM, Blogger Cellar door said…

    KP found you. :)

    You can talk to me, it's what i'm here for. What's the point otherwise?

    -cavya

     
  • At 8:57 AM, Blogger Transit said…

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  • At 4:56 PM, Blogger Transit said…

    Nice blog Carl, glad to see you've finally joined the dark side. I'm totally putting a link on my site to yours. And Carl, you've got a damn fine blog damnit.

     
  • At 4:59 PM, Blogger Unknown said…

    i get that too, sometimes. i just left a ridiculously long comment on your first post, so check that out, i won't waste more time on this one. :D

    luv always

    lady li

     
  • At 5:50 PM, Blogger Unknown said…

    honey, you've got to understand that not everyone will betray you. im not saying go broadcast your personal life on bbc or anything, but a zillion and four people care about you. let them do their job of being your friend.

    welcome to the blog world, by the way. its a beautiful place.

    ;)

     
  • At 5:59 PM, Blogger Lancehead said…

    Thankyou M

     
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