Emo Carl = Cold Bitter Jerk

Well, I feel better now. I aplogize for posting what I wrote, but I'm not sorry for writing it. It's how I was feeling. However, what I did not mention in the post (which I did not realize until now) was that I am also disgusted with myself, frustrated with myself, annoyed. I was selfish, but I feel like what most of tend to forget is how lucky we are. We all have our problems, ALL OF US. Now, we may not think so, but we all tend to over-dramatize things, not all the time, but often. You don't have to agree with me, but we do. Sometimes it's just difficult to smile and say "hi" everyday. I do love all of you, each one of you has a place in my heart. However, some of the things you guys decide to do are what give me my white hairs, and yet that just makes me love you guys even more.

I want to thank all of you who did not give up on me and showed me how much you care. I'm sorry for being bitter and cold. I know I am distant, but that's the way I am, it's hard for me to express myself. Thankyou for just asking how I was or giving me a hug, it helped a great deal.